My heart belonged to you and always will

The first time I looked at you, I could tell my feelings were true...

The first time we spoke, I knew there was something more...

The first time we kissed, I knew we were meant to be...

But the first time you said you loved me, I didn't know that we wouldn't be forever.

Because each day I spent with you was absolute bliss...

Because each time we had a perfect kiss!

But now we are apart and your name still beats in my heart...

I am holding onto myself... 

I am afraid I'll break...

But, I am holding on... 

I am holding onto these feelings...

When I was with you, I was afraid of losing you...

But now that I have, I'm afraid of what I am doing to myself...

A part of me has been taken away...

It's like a deep but pierced into my heart with an arrow by the cupid & it's bleeding...

This hole can never be filled again.

My heart belonged to you and always will!

In my memories forever!

This is the poem I wrote for one of my best friends, Sudharma! :) 

I love you!

I wonder what this feeling is

These moments, I will miss!

The times we were together…

Will be in my memories, forever!

You were there when I needed you

And the problems in my heart were not a few!

You patiently listened to all I wanted to say

And brought me the hope, of each new day!

Making me feel how beautiful life is

These moments, I will miss!

The way we got wet in the rain

Forgetting, all the pain…

These moments will stay in my memory lane

Happiness is all that I gain…

As I remember, I had a friend like you

You miss me, I do have a clue!

I love you, my best friend…

And this cannot be the end!

To our friendship and the times we spent together…

These will be in my memories, forever!

Your Beautiful Mother!

The sweetness in her talks

And those long walks

Her gentleness as she moulds you…

The art of only a few!

The way she makes you feel

When the hurt needs to heal…

And the tenderness in her heart

As she realizes you’re going apart…

The hurt in her eyes

And nobody knows, as she silently cries!

She doesn’t tell anybody how she feels

Hoping that her hurt heals…

And you remember when she said,

‘I want you early in bed!’

She tells you what is right

And fills your path with light…

Making you believe in each new day

And showing you the way…

Towards each of your aims

As life play its games!

As she showers her love

Like a tender dove!

For the world, you may be none

But for her, you’re her number one!

She makes you feel that you’re the best

Amongst all the rest!

She is no other,

But your beautiful mother!

This heart is tired of waiting for you!

This heart is tired of waiting for you.
This heart is tired of feeling low.
6 months later too, you're still in my heart.
These feelings don't seem to fade away
It's like each day is a reminder of the times we spent together
And this loneliness wouldn't die.
I cant lie and pretend like nothing had happened.
I cant behave like you've become a stranger today!
You don't see but, deep down within me, there is a part of me that misses you
There is a part of me that still wants you near.
I know you've forgotten everything.
But, it's hard for me to believe that what we had is over and it had no meaning!
This heart is tired of waiting for you.
This heart is tired of feeling low.
Yet a tiny little hope rises within me.
A feeling that you would see the hurt within me
And come like the sun on a gloomy day once again
and take away my sorrow to fill it with laughters of joy until eternity!

I lie to myself

Everyday, I lie to myself...
Each day, I think of you as a stranger's face.
Every time I look at you, my eyes don't recognize you...
I've stopped my eyes from doing so.
But this heart still recognizes you!
This heart still remembers you!
I cant stop this feeling
Because, my heart still belongs to you!